Wednesday, September 9, 2009
english papers today
i screwed my letter writing
awesome.
a friend lied
without a good reason
and i found out
but im keeping silent
went island creamery with sisi
cookies and cream iscream
sat there laughing and hiding from bees
came home
long talk with mummy
hmm iloveyou
dont worry bout roy too much :(
was on the phone with sisi majority of the time
she refuse to let me go
without having a thing to do i just stayed on the line
till pa came to ask me go skate
we ended up walking to greatworld
slacked and ate there
walked back to petrol station
talked alot as usual
father daughter time
pa iloveyou and i promise i'll do my best
sisi just let me off the line mins ago
she's in a rainbow place
while my vision's blocked by the grey haze
im feeling empty
i dont feel like doing anything
im having insonmia
its so tiring to chase after a person
i did it a year ago
now im rusty
and im never doing it again anymore
i need no further disappointment
and im disappointed at her
everyone trust her and goes to her
so why lie to me
and even about smth stupid
and you, you better feel lucky
im allowing you to be frs with sisi
but i know you'r not grateful
and im leaving it
its your own time own actions
when frs let you down
but you try to turn the day around
it still doesnt flip
so you'll only end up cracking
i just gotta live through the horror
simple huh
but its easier said than done
but its easier said than done
Labels: i cracked.
11:34 PM