Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I felt the fear of being alone
the very last time when my heart broken into 2
but without know why this time
im experiencing it again
and its coming down hard on me
Its like a hiccup thats not coming out
stuck in between my countless thoughts
i cant even listen to any songs
without having an urge to break down
whats going on with my brain
come out and attack me face-to-face
dont be a coward to tackle my soul
cuz my heart can't withstand another earthquake
im scared, angry, annoyed, sad and feeling so much more
its a frustration thats leading to insanity
save me, kill me, help me
maybe either one is the solution of the bomb in me
my frs are failing me, i might fail them in return
my results are all flunked
the most important subject which is life, i got F9
i think if i didnt meet God,
i would have flown down from the 11th floor
and if you are kind enough to offer me
just one sip of vodka
as a reward for controlling my thirst for quite awhile
i'll do my best to offer you a smile
its a virus worse than H1N1
its affecting quite a number of people
the virus that corks your life stupid
and leaves you helpless with the all the shiat happening around
dropping diamonds
Labels: god save me
11:03 PM